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He left without leaving me anything to remember him by. My father — I was ten years old when he died. My mother would tell me about him sometimes when I asked, but all that flickered in my memory were hazy images of a harsh, volatile father.
The days passed, and one day during the summer holidays my mother asked me to help her tidy the house and get rid of some old things. While I was sorting through the attic I noticed a cardboard box sealed tight. Curiosity overtook me, a longing to know what was inside. I brought the box down from the attic and took it to my room. I opened it and found it full of my father’s belongings, may God have mercy on him. A large number of photographs, reading glasses, a pipe, a tin of tobacco, cloth handkerchiefs in green and blue, an old camera, a magnifying glass… and a cassette tape.
I went through the things and looked at the photographs, then picked up the tape and read what was written on it: “To my daughter Wadd… with my love.” I felt the world spin around me. I thought I would faint. I clutched the tape, fetched the tape recorder quickly, placed the tape in the machine with a trembling hand and pressed play: “My affectionate daughter Wadd, you must be the one who found this tape — you were always curious, always loved rummaging through cupboards and drawers and everything…” Tears streamed down my face as I listened. He had noticed my traits, my ways… “I know, my daughter, that you are astonished by what I’m saying.” Yes, I am astonished and shocked, my feelings a tangle of surprise and joy and sorrow all at once. “When the illness began to consume me and I felt my end approaching, felt I would soon be leaving this world, I thought about the things I regretted most — things I had done, or not done. And I discovered that what I regretted most was the harshness I inherited from my father, and my inability to tell you how much I loved you.” I stopped the tape for a moment and wept a long time, then gathered myself, dried my tears and started the tape again. “My beloved daughter, I never found the courage to sit with you one day and apologise for my distance from you, for not being close to you.”
I continued listening to the tape, the river of tears on my cheeks unceasing. He had remembered my first steps, the first picture I drew in kindergarten, my first school certificate, the red rose-patterned dress I wore on Eid… He had remembered everything, everything.
This tape made me know my father anew. The last sentence was: “Express your love to those around you, my daughter, before it’s too late — for love, like magic, heals every ill.”
I hugged the tape and curled up on my bed and dozed off, tears washing away my sorrows, and I fell into a deep sleep. And from that day on, I can only fall asleep to my father’s voice.
The End
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