

Ghazal Mhanna, 15 — Trainers’ Academy, Tulkarm
He sat on his bench in the garden sipping his coffee quietly, enjoying the warm sunshine and the gentle spring breeze. Usaid glanced towards the wall to find that its shadow had disappeared…

Wasan Nidal al-Radayda, 15 — al-Ubaydiyya
In Gaza, mornings do not wake to the sound of an alarm clock, but to a sound we have come to know well… the sound of the zanana, that small aircraft circling overhead that never leaves our sky, as if to remind us — though we have not forgotten — that it is still there… and that we are still here.

I opened my eyes lazily, looked up at the ceiling of our house decorated with cracks, counted the cracks as I do every morning: one, two, thirteen, forty, one hundred, one hundred and nine. I did not count them for love of counting, but because it is the only thing that makes time pass, for time in Gaza is long, so very long.
My name is Adam. I’m fourteen years old. I dream of becoming a doctor, not because I love medicine but because there is so much illness here, even more sick people… and the pain is greater still. Outside in front of the house my mother struggles to light a fire from pieces of cardboard, tears streaming from her eyes like raindrops — tears from the smoke and tears from pain and worry. “Get up, Adam, you have school today, and knowledge is light, my boy — even if the electricity is cut.” I put on my clothes and picked up my tattered cloth bag that carries in its heart halves of my notebooks and quarters of my books.
I walked down the street: frightening silence, sombre buildings, exhausted people, until I reached the house of my friend Fayez, or what remained of his house. I called out to him and he answered me from his room, which I could see from the street, for his room had no windows and no walls, and his toy lay dying among the rubble. I looked at it for a moment and whispered: “We’ll play again, just wait.” The teacher, who arrived half a lesson late, entered the classroom built from sheets of zinc and pieces of wood and cardboard and cloth. He was late searching for another route to the school, because the occupation had destroyed the road with a treacherous shell.


The teacher had barely begun his lesson when we heard the sound of a massive explosion at the far edge of the city. We paid it no mind, but minutes later we heard another explosion, closer. We felt some anxiety but continued the lesson, for in Gaza we learn how fear dwells in us silently and we dwell in it with patience. Minutes later a huge explosion shook the place. Immediately the teacher told us to leave and go home. I ran home, where we stayed by candlelight, counting the explosions and repeating together: “Gaza, no matter how weary, will not break.” When the shelling quietened a little we went to sleep, and the next day when I woke I opened my eyes lazily, looked at the ceiling of our house decorated with cracks, counted the cracks as I do every morning: one, two, thirteen, forty, one hundred… one hundred and nine.
The End